Post by Schala on Feb 13, 2010 16:57:13 GMT -7
Hey y’all.
Listen, I don’t know if it’s just me, which most of you will probably think, but this site has just become a lot less friendly. In the beginning, I was happy. Everyone seemed happy, and we were all having fun until the reformation struck.
I know I caused it. But the new standards for characters and the fact that it just seems that there always HAS to be something wrong is not getting good with me.
Also, I have to say something about what I read in the rants. It’s clear that everybody thinks I’m so stupid that it’s torture. I couldn’t believe what I read on Drake’s second rant and on Pai’s rant. I would never have thought that Drake, being a caring person, would threaten another caring person who, in fact, cared about him very much. You know why Drake? Because your outlook on the world reminds me of my dad’s. I’m not saying I feel like you’re my dad, but I think I know how you might be feeling sometimes because I heard my dad express those same feelings.
I hoped that all of us would truly become a circle of friends, but I guess not. I trust people, yes, so I am naïve, but I just…I see the good in everyone. I refuse to believe that anyone in the real world is pure evil. After reading the rants, I cried. But most of the tears I shed were not for me, but for the writers. To think that I had done something to make them think so ill of me…I didn’t know if I could ever forgive myself. And I didn’t even know what it was I had done! All this time I had stood by the sides of the people here, trying my best to support them, and now they’ve turned on me, and the tower, as they say, is just tumbling down.
I worry. I worry that people here will now express so much hatred that it will come slamming back into them. I do NOT want that to happen. Hatred only creates more hatred. It might sound cliché, but it’s true. If we hadn’t learned that hate solves nothing, there’s an astonishing chance that none of us would be here. Our species would be extinct.
I also want to point out something on my behalf: none of you ever believe me when I say something is true. I do have a dog, and I did want to get better, but now I don’t know if what you think is “better” is what I want to be. I don’t want to become indifferent to other people’s suffering. I want to help!
On one more note, this isn’t me begging for sympathy. This is me trying to make you all better people. But, as everyone knows, I have no control over the choices that someone else makes, so if you don’t wish to follow this advice and/or call it “purity sue,” go right ahead. My opinions on life are purely opinions, and if you have different I’m in no rush to change them.
I just felt I had to say this. I don’t know if I’ll be staying here much longer unless someone sees that I have common sense.
Schala
Listen, I don’t know if it’s just me, which most of you will probably think, but this site has just become a lot less friendly. In the beginning, I was happy. Everyone seemed happy, and we were all having fun until the reformation struck.
I know I caused it. But the new standards for characters and the fact that it just seems that there always HAS to be something wrong is not getting good with me.
Also, I have to say something about what I read in the rants. It’s clear that everybody thinks I’m so stupid that it’s torture. I couldn’t believe what I read on Drake’s second rant and on Pai’s rant. I would never have thought that Drake, being a caring person, would threaten another caring person who, in fact, cared about him very much. You know why Drake? Because your outlook on the world reminds me of my dad’s. I’m not saying I feel like you’re my dad, but I think I know how you might be feeling sometimes because I heard my dad express those same feelings.
I hoped that all of us would truly become a circle of friends, but I guess not. I trust people, yes, so I am naïve, but I just…I see the good in everyone. I refuse to believe that anyone in the real world is pure evil. After reading the rants, I cried. But most of the tears I shed were not for me, but for the writers. To think that I had done something to make them think so ill of me…I didn’t know if I could ever forgive myself. And I didn’t even know what it was I had done! All this time I had stood by the sides of the people here, trying my best to support them, and now they’ve turned on me, and the tower, as they say, is just tumbling down.
I worry. I worry that people here will now express so much hatred that it will come slamming back into them. I do NOT want that to happen. Hatred only creates more hatred. It might sound cliché, but it’s true. If we hadn’t learned that hate solves nothing, there’s an astonishing chance that none of us would be here. Our species would be extinct.
I also want to point out something on my behalf: none of you ever believe me when I say something is true. I do have a dog, and I did want to get better, but now I don’t know if what you think is “better” is what I want to be. I don’t want to become indifferent to other people’s suffering. I want to help!
On one more note, this isn’t me begging for sympathy. This is me trying to make you all better people. But, as everyone knows, I have no control over the choices that someone else makes, so if you don’t wish to follow this advice and/or call it “purity sue,” go right ahead. My opinions on life are purely opinions, and if you have different I’m in no rush to change them.
I just felt I had to say this. I don’t know if I’ll be staying here much longer unless someone sees that I have common sense.
Schala
